I don't write often enough about my work. When health care comes up in conversation, the discussion tends to center around dollars. Deductibles and insurance premiums and copayments and EOBs. I have been working in this field for more than eight years now. I don't know if I have ever mentioned before how much I love my job. I wonder if I appreciate that enough. I get up in the dark, get kids up and ready for their day, and go to my workplace most weekdays. It is not always easy. To leave them, I mean. I sometimes feel that by trying to be a good mom and employee that I am only average at everything. I wonder how I would survive this whole process if I did not love my job.
When I was in college, I reached the point in which I had to choose my specialty. I had taken all of the prerequisite courses and core sciences, and I could not go forward until I decided whether to go into nursing, teaching, business, or some type of therapy or leisure management. I loved the idea of cardiac rehab. All of my grandparents struggled with cardiac issues when I was younger, and I had an epiphany. Every patient that enters into cardiac rehab is someone's grandparent. Or maybe an aunt or uncle or sibling or spouse. You know that song by Brad Paisley? To the world you might be just another girl, but to me you are the world? These patients would be somebody's world, and I would treat them how I would treat my own grandparents. Or parents. You get the idea. So I chose cardiac rehab. I knew it was a field I would always be interested in, but I did not anticipate all of the ways I would be blessed by this career. Let me count the ways.
*I got to interview multiple applicants and choose the nurse I wanted to work with full time. I had a list of interview questions and qualities I wanted to find in my cardiac rehab nurse. Who gets to do that? So I went with my gut. I hired someone who I felt was qualified, dependable, and kind. Would you like to guess how that worked out for me? She has been working with me for five years now, and has become one of my best friends on the planet. I LOVE her! She gets all of my jokes and rarely makes fun of me for them.
*Most of my patients are wise. I get to collect advice from people who have been where I am right now. When I was considering baby #3, I was concerned the baby would take away from the older children. One of my ladies told me, "Oh, Honey, but think of the joy and love the new baby will bring to them!" They encourage me to forget the laundry in favor of playing outside, or to take more vacations, even if I have to pinch some pennies to get it accomplished. Oh, and they share recipes! Lots of them. They tell me things like, "Authority is like a bar of soap. The more you use it, the less you have left." They tell me, "If I had known I was going to live this long, I would have taken much better care of myself!" Without exception, they tell me to spend more time with my children. I have been so inspired by the life lessons they bring with them that I have started an official notebook of quotes!
*I have banker's hours. I'm not going to lie about it. Nobody wants to come in and exercise in a hospital in the middle of the night, or on weekends or holidays...which means I don't work at those times! I offer 3 exercise days per week, but the program is flexible enough that I can move days around if I need to for my patients to be able to celebrate the holidays with their families. This means I get to be home for all of the really big holidays. I may not get summers off along with lengthy Christmas breaks like all my teacher buddies, but in the hospital setting, sticking to weekdays is pretty special!
*A patient spends three months in my program. That means I get to know them. That means I get to watch them go from struggling to make it to 7 minutes on the treadmill on the first day to walking 40 minutes without difficulty towards the end of things. That is one of my
favorite things.
*I get to wear scrubs or exercise gear to work. Imagine enjoying your workday in the comfort of your pajamas, with a stethoscope hanging around your neck. That's me.
I am not saying things are always peace, love, and sunshine. We have had to fly patients out before. Sometimes we may have to load a patient up in a wheelchair and push him directly to the ER and call his wife to come and be with him. Piles of paperwork must be done, and classes and meetings must be attended. But most of the time, at the root of it all, somebody's world comes in to our program, and when they leave us they have improved. That's all I'm saying.